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As to an update on Heather's life? Damn I wish I could say that she has gone out since I last updated this spot over two years ago, but alas, she still remains this "fair maiden" locked behind hotel doors. I have met so many new and great froends while on line, so no complaints there, but I yearn for the by gone days when I went out occasionally and kicked up my heels and danced! Heather does still remain a big part of who I am, yet situations (my own doing) have not allowed for her to blossom as others. In fact...I would say that the closet has yet again opened and she has returned to the solitude and safety that damned closet provides. So if you see me, know that ...and also know that I yearn to some day venture out in the real world again. But until that day arrives.....my solitude is mostly in the drab and really poorly decorated hotel rooms you see in most of my photos. I still do have the infrequent opportunities to dress and to some how maintain some semblance of sanity by communicating with all of you pretty ladies. And I remain a stead fast addict to shopping!!!! It's just becoming rather difficult to find spots in my home to hide it all. To my friends, and even those I have yet to meet, you are still my foundation (besides what I apply to my face), so if you see me on line, PLEASE say Hi!

I'm a guy who dresses and would love to find some friends who do the same.

Same “Kelli”, but I needed a new account. Anyway, thank you for the opportunity to be part of this amazing community! I believe I first started chatting here in the previous version of URNA, 2006 or 7. I didn’t have any friends but in time I began to connect with people who were “like me”! ? I chatted for about 10 years, then I needed to step away for awhile—5 years. I came back to chat in 2022. I was missing the girls! They are so special to me, in the previous version and of course nowadays. Love you girls!! ?(and yes, a few fellas too ?) I was about 7 when I was thinking about whether I was a boy, or not. A few years later, I found out that I wasn’t a boy, internally. I didn’t have a sister (one older brother), so of course, my mom was my outlet to beginning dressing. I bought my first feminine clothing at 18, and I was happy So happy! I kept my feelings to myself…years and then decades, and no one else knew about me. Eventually I accumulated the equivalent of 5 or 6 big suitcases full of feminine clothes and stuff. But I was very lonely too. I eventually had a girl (cisgender woman) who was interested in me…and 2 years later we were married. But for 6 years I didn’t tell her anything about me, I just thought I was “cured by love”, and for a time it seemed right to erase my feelings about being a woman. But not really, I was living a lie. I couldn’t that anymore so i came out to her in 2005. Make a long story short—devastating, heartbreaking, but also forgiving, but eventually no….divorce in 2009, one day later I became “full time”, and moved from Illinois to Northern California in 2010. I’ve never been happier! After being unemployed for 9 months (my previous job i worked for 22 years back in Illinois), I was hired at Walmart, stocking goods at night (10 years), and by then i was a full time woman, and I was treated kindly all throughout my time there. In June, 2015, i had a stroke, , 3 years of hormones was one of the causes. Thankfully no physical problems, just my speech (speech therapy for 6 months), and nowadays my speech has improved significantly. In 2022, because of my recent health issues, i was not able to work anymore. These past few years became difficult, many medical procedures, but with help of doctors and nurses (and me!), I began to feel better about my health. And I am living alone (I had roommates for 16 years), so this is wonderful! In July 2023 I became legally Kelli Nicole Elam! Thank you everyone who helped me along the way, here and everywhere else. Love you girls and guys! Hugs and Kisses!!

hi - bi married girl who loves dressing and being with others like myself. I realize I am no longer thinking of myself in any male role.

12/08/23. Began my transition (first day of HRT) 12/06/24 moved in with my sister in Mount Holly NC! 03/06/25 Found out that I have had several strokes in my brain, Neurologist wants to do additional testing to see how bad things really are. 03/10/25 Found out that I have essential Thrombocythemia which will lead to Leukemia 06/15/25 an MRI on my back revealed that I have severe spinal stenosis, which may require surgery. Life just keeps getting better. Oh and an enlarged spleen! WTF? 08/06/25 My neurologist, says that my brain issue is not operable and we are going to try every medication we can to keep the migraines under control. She’s also requesting approval from the VA to give lidocaine injections in the back of my head to hopefully minimize the migraines. 08/10/25 during a visit with my sister today I was sitting in a chair next to her bed and she reached out to me with her left hand, so I stood up and held her hand. Suddenly, she looked straight up at the ceiling and pointed up with her right hand and said softly., “ he’s calling me”. It took everything I had not to break down right there! 8/11/25. My sister is supposed to have her final evaluation before she moves into hospice!!! 8/20/25 I received six lidocaine injections in my back to give me relief from my back. The pain subsided for one day and then returned. The doctor also said that I have two vertebrae that seem to be missing small chunks and my back is inoperable 9/2/25 My sister passed early this morning at 12:07 AM. God I’m going to miss her. 9/12/25 Buried my sister today with her husband. Every time I think about her, I cry. I love her so much. 9/21/25 Finally connected on Facebook with my second cousin, who is a transgender woman living in Hawaii. We spent hours chatting with each other. I think I might move to Hawaii!! 10/10/25 I can’t move to Hawaii because I would have to be homeless for a year before the state will help me find somewhere to live ! 9/25/25 I have a meeting with an organization to help me file a new claim with the VA so that I can get an increase in my VA disability. Wish me luck. It only took me 20 years to get my initial rating from the VA. 11/4/25 my oncologist, can’t write a Nexus letter to get my VA disability increased. I guess I’m stuck where I’m at. 10/21/25 I had four injections in the back of my head that were supposed to help me with my daily migraines. Gave me intense pain in the back of my head for one day and then my migraines returned. Not much hope for anything. I’m totally screwed.!!! 11/11/25 I had an appointment with my endocrinologist today and she confirms that I need to reduce my spironolactone to see if that will lower my potassium levels. She’s also going to put in for a referral so that I might be able to get an orchiectomy and not have to take the spironolactone at all. KEEPING MY FINGERS CROSSED.! 11/25/25 just received a call from the VA and they are denying my referral for urology/surgery because it’s associated with transgender healthcare and it is not covered. So I guess unless I find 10 or $12,000 or quit taking the testosterone blocker I will be developing kidney disease and dying painfully. Not exactly the joyful life I had envisioned when I began my transition. 11/28/25 I received a message and then visited with my primary care doctor this morning and the VA has reversed themselves, they have approved the referral to the urologist and are willing to proceed however, the urologist decides. I have an appointment on Tuesday morning with the urologist. Hopefully he will agree with me and proceed to surgery. Wish me luck, 12/2/25 I met with a urologist today and he is prepared to perform the orchiectomy just as soon as I can get clearance from the VA and get an updated clearance from a psychiatrist or psychotherapist. I have an appointment on 17 December to get that letter, but I fear it will take the VA much longer as I was hoping to get this procedure done before the end of the year. 12/5/25 I received a call from the VA today and was informed that they had approved me to get the orchiectomy. I just need to get a psychiatric evaluation which I have scheduled for 17 December and the surgeon is telling me once he gets the psychiatrist’s letter he can schedule me for surgery in 6 to 8 weeks which should be late January to early February. 1/6/26 had blood work done to check my estrogen level and I’m at an all-time high of 289. 1/13/26 had an appointment with the psychiatrist today to get final approval for my orchiectomy 1/15/26 I received my approval from the psychiatrist and forwarded it to the urologist so that I can get the orchiectomy scheduled. 1/23/26 I got my orchiectomy scheduled for 25 February 2/5/26 My surgery was canceled by the VA today because of an executive order Mr. Trump put out in January 2025 prohibiting any gender affirming surgeries for any reason. Thank you, Mr. President. 2/6/26 my latest bloodwork shows my estrogen level has dropped to 170. My Endocrinologist is happy about that, but I’m not. 3/18/26 I moved out of my niece’s house and moved in with a new lady friend Monica. She’s absolutely wonderful and she travels a lot so that means I’ll have the house to myself most of the time. Things are starting to look up.

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I am just a simple, cute sissy girl who enjoys having fun and pleasing others.i dress when I can,which isn't very often but I try.i love meeting new people and chatting with friends here..will write more.later

Hi everyone! I’m Trista, a recently-divorced girl, here for chat with other girls, as well as guys. Don’t hesitate to reach out and chat if you’d like!