Like many of you, I began exploring my mother's panty drawer when I was about 11 or 12. When she would go out, I would escape to her room, and I loved to dress in her panties, girdles, etc. and pretend I was a girl. I loved the feeling of panties on my skin. My favorite times were trying on her tennis dresses and skirts with panties and tight frilly bloomers (ala Chris Evert) underneath. My first sexual "experience" was dressed in her clothes. I've been pantied and closeted ever since. Maybe if I had been born in 2000, things would have worked out differently.
Happily married, my wife knows about Laurie, and we do roleplay occasionally, but I can only explore my true self here on this site. I'm generally a submissive sissy to your desires, but at times I can feel dominant as well. I'd love to chat and share experiences with you.