My full name is Tracy Lain. I’m primarily here for affirming, accepting, encouraging, positive, healthy chat.

Out to the wife as of 8/24/2025

We all have a story, here’s mine for what it’s worth.

2004 was the beginning of my emasculation. My fiancé was sleeping with another man it ended in disaster. I started innocently in her clothes left behind, masturbating and struggling with the loss. Porn and sissy porn became part of this process. My manhood was completely crushed.

The slide was stereotypical. I started shaving my legs, then body. I slid deeper into watching everything related to feminization and cuck porn for a while. Around this time I started chatting with men online.

Her left behind clothes were eventually not enough, this was pre internet shopping so I ventured out and started buying my own things, quickly learning that nobody cares what you are shopping for. I was tanning, smooth, chatting with men and pleasuring myself with the toys that we are all drawn to.

Late 2004 I went to an abs and sucked my first cock after many times of being terrified and chickening out. It was so unbelievable natural and answered so many questions. I was simply an emasculated sissy and I felt more complete than I ever had. By 2005 I had my first hotel date with a gentleman from Craigslist.

Then the inevitable purge and living up to social norms hit. I locked myself away for a very long time trying to meet the expectations of others but who you really are never changes.

And now that I’m older I crave going deeper.