I was introduced to oral sex and wearing panties very early on. I loved them both right from the start. I began "borrowing" my sister's clothes out of the dirty clothes hamper which was conveniently located in the bathroom. I put her panties and dresses on and would get incredibly turned on looking in the full length mirror. I tried to live the "straight" life in jr high and high school. Once I could drive, I began to frequent the arcade gloryholes of Houston late at night looking for guys to service. I had a good fake id and never had a problem. I also had a job and often hired trans escorts. One in particular liked to top me. So good!
Eventually got married to a woman who had many other lovers. Men & women. I was only allowed to watch and jerk, sometimes.
Mostly, I waited for her to get home and cleaned her up while she told me about her night. For several years, it was great. Until I opened up about my crossdressing desires. She was not into it at all, which was a real suprise to me. We eventually went our separate ways as friends.
Now, I'm looking to make friends with other sissy crossdressers, transvestites and transsexuals who want to play!